Seaside, OR

I've had similar nights. Just the curiosity of you, the pathetic wonder that I feel of where you could be, when I shouldn't care at all. Eighteen years, unsure of myself. Unsure of one simple word: why. But tonight, I found part of an answer. What I do next with this information, I am still deciding. I am as flustered and confused as ever. The voices tonight are loud. Sleep is a distant friend. And this journey I may have just started could change everything.